Monday, January 28, 2013

VW Vans for Sale

http://sfbay.craigslist.org/sby/cto/3550936346.html

Westfalia VW Vanagon Full Camper - $9750
http://sfbay.craigslist.org/eby/cto/3576553400.html

1976 VolksWagon camper van  - $3900
http://sfbay.craigslist.org/scz/cto/3511911644.html

1976 VW Bus - $4000 
http://sfbay.craigslist.org/sby/cto/3569128919.html

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Bay Area Anarchis Book Fair
March 16 and 17, 2013 at The Armory Community Center, located in San Francisco’s Mission District at the corner of 14th Street and Mission.
http://bayareaanarchistbookfair.wordpress.com/

DEF CON 21 
August 1-4, 2013 at the Rio Hotel and Casino! Just for you early planners, the DEF CON 21 room reservation link is now live! The current rates start at $104 Sun-Thurs and $118 Fri-Sat.
http://www.defcon.org/

WonderCon
http://www.comic-con.org/wca

Comic-Con
http://www.comic-con.org/cci


Burning Man

J-Topia  (alt)

Turnkey Society

Abstract: A building generator that you enter variables and it auto-generates 3D models of building, cities, terrains, wildlife, etc.

These will be worth a lot of money someday...






















Where do I want to be?

Right now? Polynesian Islands or something, on the beach. Somewhere where it's still sunny. Like Fiji or somewhere, but where weed is legal too. Maybe somewhere in the Caribbean. In a few hours the sun would come up. It would be cheap and affordable to live there.

Internet connection has been shitty lately. keeps cutting out...

Maybe I don't necessarily need to move anywhere as much as I need a vacation.
And maybe I don't need to go as far as much as I need a vacation.

I feel tired in some way. Going some place tropical would be nice. Pack my bags, train ride to the airport, security, check in, wait... where could I go now? walk to a park, or the bay... except i don't really feel like walking. my feet hurt for some reason. maybe just that the ground is cold right now.

Seems like I have been walking a bit lately. And sleeping, and going to the cafeteria, and for some reason, worrying... why have i been worrying so much lately? Worrying about not having money, worrying about not being able to pay rent, loosing my room... well, whatever. There's really no point to even thinking about it... planning things out one way or another. The point is to forget about it and just live!

1:07 am. I woke up a couple hours ago, sixteen oz cocacola, snickers bar, and pack of american spirits. Something that seems to keep coming up in the last few days is this issue of where I was born, and if I'm "truly" an American or whatnot. I was born a U.S. Citizen overseas, my birth was registered with the U.S. consulate in Sapporo, Japan, where I was born. I can run for President like it's nobody's business.

Donate 1....

irony

Hi Mom,
How are you? I'm alright, would like to visit soon. Hope you are doing well. Love you,
Ak

Schizoprehnia

what is this, why am i here? so much i can't talk about... why can't i get a job? what's my condition? i'm not supposed to write you anymore... says who? says you. what can i do with my life?

Friday, January 25, 2013

labels

aha, everything is a ok.

beautiful day

i won some comedy tickets on the radio. i called into work and could not cancel my direct deposits. i have to talk to my manager about emergency funds. and went to the cafeteria for lunch and dinner, woke up around 11 perhaps. picked up my meds, lunch, called work, blah blah blah

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

book shelf

i have some wood, from a bed frame that caught on fire...

american anarchists ftw

i went to the anarchist convention and all i got was this t shirt...

it's bud get get map

cbd?

movies

ooohh,, Hansel & Gretel: Witch Hunters is released tomorrow... witches are good ofc, there are some rotten apples...

things i need to do

call and cancel auto deposit with work. (since i am in debt, i am gonna have to gradually pay that shit off).

get another usb stick from the computer center.

hiking back pack

this would be good to use a template

http://www.etsy.com/listing/118478577/vtg-rei-hiking-backpack-day-pack?ref=sr_gallery_11&ga_search_query=hiking+backpack&ga_view_type=gallery&ga_ship_to=US&ga_ref=auto1&ga_search_type=all

and this

http://www.etsy.com/listing/110410951/vintage-army-green-camping-bag-day-trip?ref=sr_gallery_36&ga_search_query=hiking+backpack&ga_view_type=gallery&ga_ship_to=US&ga_ref=auto1&ga_search_type=all

Dr. Feelgood

I feel alright right now. Radio is on, internet connection is good, have weed, some beer, cigs, a little money. Rent is covered... Thank God, and God bless.

Sleeping

I won some tickets on the radio last night... two tickets to a comedy club... so I invited my friend. I didn't sleep until late. I don't think that really matters. I woke up at around 3pm today. Actually I woke up a few times throughout the day but only for a moment, then went back to sleep. Sleep is pretty amazing. I can be associated with too much stuff.

way to go!

I bought medicine $10, and beer and a lighter. i can get cans of beer for $1.50 and cans of lager for $1.45... i can tell by the change that they didn't charge me for the lighter... we're on a level with it.

sale!

I finally sold the boots! I made $100!

Going on a Trip

What am I going to bring? How about SANDMAN?

share map

Florida, where the rivers run forever.
Florida, forever sinking into the sea.
Florida, made from swamp and sand.

Enter SANDMAN.


Gatorade

american spirits, bud light lime...

fOOD TRUCKS

i hella wanna own a fleet a food trucks some day, perhaps operated by robots, i'll have like thirty plasma screens that i can interact with my costumers from...

Experts:You Have To Do Something You Love

Life experts agree that, in order to succeed, or in order to be happy, you have to do something you love.      Kudos to all who have found that dream. I am probably an artist, discovering my niche, in writing, music, drawing, painting, sculpture, who knows... i could be hit by a food truck tomorrow, god forbid...

Food Truck

FREE SUSTENANCE ON WHEELS... this was probably my introduction to food trucks, and still remains the end game. woke up in the woods one morning, hangry, and stumble upon a magic school bus making some apple cinnamon oatmeal, and i knew psychically i could trust it.

$35 / week

I figure I can budget, save, pay off my debt, etc... and have $35 a week...
That already includes my food, rent, internet, phone, cigs...
and I have a few friends that can help me pay for my meds.
$5 here, $5 there... and two pharmacies i can alternate between on the weekends.

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

mobile

Aside from the six cities, there's another place I want to check out that might be the cheapest... perhaps i could go reasonably on $400 or less.

feng shui

buildings and rooms sometimes seem to have a certain dynamic about that which helps to dictate Feng shui.

have guitar, will travel

if i don't have to keep my apartment, and work while i travel, then i can couch surf, but that might not be my thang. what do I want to do? I want to travel to specific places to see my family and friends.

I figure I need about $1,000 to $3,000 per trip, and that is going thrifty. There are three one thousand dollar trips that i can think of off the top of my head, that I should make. i can think of one more at least, however, if I do three of them back to back, it will cost significantly less.

So, in that situation, three could cost $2,000 or less. Then there's two that are $3,000, so maybe $5,000 total, to travel to five cities. And maybe can stop in a couple cities or towns along the way, that wont cost anything extra, could hang out with friends, maybe stay with friends, or couch surf, or rent a room, and eat some place nice.

So $5,000 should set me straight for five major places, but there's a sixth that's important, that will cost maybe $4,000 or $5,000 in itself. Hopefully I can travel to some neighboring regions as well.

$10,000 is a lot of money. Perhaps I could work a lot and save up that much. If so, I will need a plan, and to figure out how much time I can spend everywhere, etc. Better to just be free and be able to come and go as I please. Maybe if I just keep my room, I can learn a way to live free, and be happy, and do good work, and travel...


So $930 minus rent of $503 is $427. Minus cell phone bill of $50 is $377. minus internet bill of $42 is $335. Maybe I can drop my internet bill eventually, or pause it temporarily

So I have $335 to work with. Maybe I could get two weeks at a weekly hotel, I might hold out all month, and stay in a hotel the last week, and save $160. but would need money for food perhaps, and living outside for three weeks a month... would be rather tough, especially in the winter...wait wtf am i talking about... with $335, I'm saying I would still have my room... so... shit, brain fart...

So I have $335 to work with. My meals are covered if I can make it on time. hmm, I could buy a ps3 and ac3, that would be badass... it would be difficult to see the screen, maybe i could order some contacts if i could come up with some more money...

only things I really need (apparently) money for at the moment are cigarettes, and... medicine.

so ps3 + ac3 is $299

http://www.target.com/p/playstation-3-and-assassin-s-creed-iii-bundle-playstation-3/-/A-14277913#prodSlot=medium_1_4&term=ps3+console

american spirits are $6 each, i could smoke about 15 packs in a month. which would cost $90 unless I get cartons if they're cheaper.

if i have $335 every month, basically, i can pay off my debt in six month if i deposite $100 a month,
that leaves me with $235...

so minus cigs... $145

and save half of that for a trip to st. pete...

$120

divide that by four weeks

$35 a week...

i can go to a restaurant, get a $10 sack, some beer... every mother fucking week...

everythings gonna be OK.

...till the day I die.



driver's license

will get my driver's license here. lost the one i had from florida. will download the pdf for the test and find out what i need to do, and repost it here to study.

duffel bags

...winter coat, winter clothes, etc.
...sleeping bag. 

so i should consolidate those into a hiking bag. they don't really take up a lot of room, and the bag might still have some extra room for a pair of sneakers, a coffee maker, or something...

pocketing stuff

So I have most my gear in the hip pouch. Now if I were only flying to another city and had a place to stay, this would be perfect.

One idea is figure out how to move everything from the hip pouch to my clothing, but doing so may make my clothing kind of specialized. well, there are a few pockets i can start out with.

Well, I think my phone and small lighter were the only things I could take out, so have my house key and small lighter in one pocket, and phone in the other...

Gear, Pants

Ok, I wish I had some quick drying, reversible pants that LOOKED like jeans on one side, like these awesome faded black Levi's I have, AND like black slacks on the other side... and they would have to actually be made by levi's and docker's and like, one piece of fabric, not too... and special cutting edge fabric that is quick dry and stain and wrinkle, microbial resistant, and water drops and other chemicals just roll off it ofc, but still breathable and comfortable!!! and maybe there can be heating coils that can warm up if it's cold outside.

THAT WOULD BE BADASS!!!

and another pair that were khaki and navy on the reverse side.

and i would have a special pocket for my phone charger, probably under my regular right hand side front pocket. and a special pocket on the left, under the regular pocket for my smart phone. so, those two pockets would have zips. and easy to reach while sitting, and can reach while standing without having to fold my arms at all.

would have my wallet in back pocket... and space there on the other pocket... i usually never have anything in those but i guess i could store something... having back up battery might be good too, so could fit that in with the phone probably, same pocket on the front or in the jacket.

on the side of the jeans, next to the zip pocket on the front, there might be space for a small discrete narrow and long pocket for a tooth brush and a shorter one for tooth paste. and another small one like that on the left for a lighter. maybe another pocket for a pen there on the side too, after the others.

probably keep a moleskin in the back right pocket.

all this is kind of complicated, it may be easier to just keep all that stuff in ziplock bags and just throw them into a hip pouch.

this one looks perfect...
http://www.zappos.com/dakine-classic-hip-pack-carbon-2?ef_id=UPSseAAAWe67PDvP:20130123062342:s

I got a purple one for free, i might be able to paint it with fabric paint. all my technical gear fits in there; phone, toiletries, bottle for foot powder, etc. I was able to fit a sleeping bag and my down jacket, a pair of jeans, t shirt, socks, gloves, and scarf in to two medium size duffle bags, so I think a medium or full size bag would be fine... it's just a matter of finding one that doesn't have a bunch of extra pockets, etc...

ofc with having a bag like that comes the trouble of bringing all the stuff everywhere but, short of making make shift shelters there on the spot, there's really no other way to travel, and go hiking and camping without some gear like that.

HELLO WORLD

Is there anybody out there?

Washing Machines

Washing machines are a pretty great invention, they save a lot of work, I'm not sure about how much power they use up, but they are pretty great, especially for washing big items like sleeping bags, and comforters. There are smaller hand powered washing machines now for $50, they look pretty good, and good reviews.

I watched a video on youtube of people who were traveling the world and didn't use any luggage, they just had like two pairs of clothes, one pair they wore and another pair in their pockets, a jacket with stuff like tooth brush and toothpaste, phone charger...

there is a life is good phone on sale now at metropcs, 5 megapixel camera with flash... latest android, and only fifty bucks! that is about the maximum amount of equipment i would not want to have sleeping on the streets, but if your surroundings are more secure, say couch surfing or staying at hostels or hotels or something, then having a tablet or netbook could be badass too... only thing is it's just more shit to carry of course.

So having just a smart phone is convenient, and using an actual laptop or something is convenient too. both have there pros and cons. tablets are sort of in the middle. a head mounted display would be terrific but are expensive. so considering that it's now the time where smart phones are kind of cheap, and the quality of service isn't too expensive either, it might be worth it to just have the smart phone.

the one i have now, is like half of what is out now... but it works well enough. having a flash would be nice for taking pictures. and i think the newer ones have faster processors and more memory. so it's something i can save up for.

that leaves the questions of gaming. i think it would still be good to have a home somewhere, maybe a mobile home but something nice, that i can afford. the room i have now is pretty nice, and starting to settle in. I think I'm more settled in here than I've ever been.

Congratulations!!!!!!!

Someone I know just got a job at a really nice restaurant, I'm so happy for them. Congratulations buddy!!!

Restaurants in SF

Man, I can't believe how many great restaurants there are in San Francisco... there's so much good food here. Restaurants are pretty amazing places, food is amazing... I went to a Vietnamese sandwich shop today, I got a bar b q pork sandwich, I thought it was roast beef on the menu, they use a french baguette, with sliced carrots and cucumbers, parsley, jalapenos, and some kind of special mayo mustard kind of sauce. I really like the Vietnamese tea too, but didn't get it today... but made me think about how they are made, etc... it's good with the tapioca they put in it too.

make money or get a van

i often think about getting a van, specifically a 1960's ford van like from scooby doo. it would be cool to be able to chill in the back, but not sure how fun it will be to drive on the highway, so i like sports cars, and motorcycles because they are cheaper and don't require insurance, at least in some states.

i like classic cars mostly, and Lamborghinis, i like Ferraris too. and Mercedes, maybach... my favorite cars are probably 1960's ford mustang convertable, toyota prius, and honda fit.

I like boats too, sail boats, catamarans, yachts, commercial and military ships, submarines, aircraft, planes, trains, etc...

San Francisco is a Pretty Great Place

I would like to get more into computer programming, and stuff like that, my friend is chatting with me, i am still trying to start a blog... she has a lot of funny stories to tell...

star trek the next generation

so i used to watch a lot of star trek tng when i was a kid... it was a past time... so san francisco is a pretty cool place, i guess it's where they build the star ships, and stuff like that...

just do it

so i am trying to convince my friend she should start a blog... actually i think every one should start one. i know people are scared that the government or private companies will read them... well, these entities are already inside your head, so there.

ac3

man, i can't remember the last time i wanted to play a console game so bad... probably mario 64.
there's a lot of advertisement for the game around here but that just makes it that much cooler.

content i want to generate more of

games, friends

travel

i need to visit my family and friends, my extended family, all around the world. 'nuff said.

reality

so even though i want to go to florida, and i kind of need to save a bunch if i am going to travel with my cousins this summer.... there might still be like five months, i still have to pay off my debt, but if i live really thrifty then there should be a way...

need to pay bank my bank first thing tho... maybe i can hold off on a mop in feb >.< idk, it's only $8 tho and will be good to have >.<


after rent, you have $427

that's about what you have to work with per month, except you also have an internet and phone bill.
it's pretty nice having the two so consider keeping them. $42 and $fiftysix say... $100 together... so you really have $327 per month... not much...

so, say you save that... well, you will want to buy cigs too... so say $90 for the month...

that leaves $237... not much...

easily spent on weed...

can u cut internet? can u cut phone? not really... maybe can cut back on amount of cigs...

you also need to buy tea, foot spray, possibly socks, and some money to wash clothes...
also an extension chord, mop...

so for this month
$237
minus $20 for extension chord...
$217

minus foot spray $8

$209...

wash one load of clothes every week...

$4 x 4 = $16 + $4 beer each time... $16...

$32 total for the month at brainwash... not including any food...

that leaves... $177

buy some tea, mop,

minus green tea, $4/20count

$173

minus chai tea $4/20count

$169

butler cotton deck mop from safeway $9.89 (with card)

$159

then i will be able to sit the desk back... wash the floors...

probably i need to buy shampoo too...

pantene pro $6 shampoo
pantene pro $6 conditioner

$147

what can i buy?

ramen 3 for $1 ... buy these each week? they are nice to have... plus you might get a few from food bank... so those can be extra... but this will give you a solid three a week to start off with... foundation...

so $4 total for the month...

$143

will probably need to buy some coffee...

$7, $8, or$9 for 12oz coffee at safeway

$134

coffee filters $2.50

$131.50

maybe spend $40 total at thc... go twice a week maybe to get compassion...
and spend $five each time?

that leaves $91.50 but give a tip to the budtender... $9 total

$82.5

deposite $40 into your bank account... maybe $20 at a time...

save this

$42.50


family

i want to visit my mom, and live life.

somewhere to eat/drink

sf
$20? food and drink?
tempest bar http://www.yelp.com/biz/tempest-bar-san-francisco
box kitchen http://www.yelp.com/biz/box-san-francisco-2


places around here

shopping list

i need

chai tea $4/20count
green tea $4/20count
black tea $4/20count
coffee
coffee filters

butler cotton deck mop from safeway $9.89 (with card)
$20 bud thc x2 trips

$20 releaf

$ green door

dr scholl's foot spray $8

phone bill
laundry
pay back sffcu $40

Monday, January 21, 2013

how long would it take to save $1,000?


...if you make $930 a month.

...rent is $503.

...you owe the bank $650...


Around the 30th of every month you get paid $930 (benefits)
                                       minus$503 (rent)
                                      equals$427 (left over).

You must stop direct deposit for this to occur.

then you can deposit $200 into your bank account, bringing the debt to ($650 minus $200 is $450)...

and you have $227 left in your pocket for the month... pay phone bill? ($50)
you will definitely need to pay the internet bill. ($40 to $80)

so, on second thought, you might only be able to deposit $150 back into the credit union account.

so, on the first month, you only have enough to pay back $150. that leaves $500 in debt to the credit union, and $277 in pocket, to pay internet bill $40, so then $237, phone bill $55? leaves $182... minus $90 for a months worth of cigs ( 15 packs x $6 each... 1 pack every two days...) so that leaves $90.

i guess i save that, which isn't much... i will probably end up spending it though...

what kind of things do i usually buy? beer... i could buy an extension chord!!! ($15 to $30)

that could leave about $75... a $1.50 beer everyday would cost $45... so $45 from $75 is $30 i would have left... that's like, nothing...

maybe i could by some coffee, filters, tea... $10?

$20 left... wash some clothes, have a beer at brainwash?

then i want to buy hamani a beer at brainwash too, maybe even food... how much?

so how to save $1,000 to go visit my mom?

if i could even squeeze $100 out of here... ten months, would be the answer...

it's rather tragic right now, just cause the debt. let's see what happens once i pay that off...


$935 a month

-503 rent
                    equals


$432

Let's say you eliminate all expenses... no cigarettes, no beer, no internet, etc...
you would pocket about $432 every month...
it would take three months to save enough.




Trip to St Petersburg

you need $1,000 for a two day trip to St Pete beach!


Cycle One
Leave SFO
Take bart to SFO........$8.5
SFO to MCO..............$400
Money for food
while traveling............$20
Bus from MCO
to Greyhound..............$4
Money for food
while traveling............$15
Orlando Greyhound
Station to
St Petersburg
Greyhound Station.....$40
Bus and or taxi
to postcard in..............$20?

Cycle Two
One night
Postcard Inn.................$60
Breakfast (where to eat?)
Lunch Dinner................$60
Mom's Lunch................$20
Mom's Gift....................$50

Another Night
Postcard Inn.................$60

Breakfast (where to eat?)
Lunch Dinner................$60
Mom's Dinner...............$25
Mom's Gift....................$50


Bus and or
taxi back to
Greyhound Station.......$20?
Food for trip.................$20

Greyhound
St Petersburg to
Orlando........................roundtrip ticket
Greyhound Orlando
to MCO.......................$5
Food for trip................$20
MCO to SFO..............roundtrip ticket
Barto to Downtown....$8.50

total............................$966

So, you fly in to Otown, bus to st pete, eat and watch shows and online situational awareness along the way... bus taxi shuttle to the beach, postcard inn, check in, rest relax... have friends ;)

next day, meet mom for lunch
wake up breakfast, go for a walk? meet mom for lunch, where to eat? what to eat? bring gift! what to give? will i have to pay taxi for her also? ok if so, need to calculate for that...

ted peter's
i could rent a car if i get my license... i could walk to ted peter's, possibly? it says exactly 2 miles on google maps.



View Larger Map 14 minutes by bus not including waiting 38 minutes walking five minutes by car 10 minutes by bicycle Do you... a) get a driver's license and rent a car b) purchase a folding bicycle c) rent a bicycle d) bring a skateboard e) walk f) take the bus g) take a taxi h) plan so that my mom can pick me up hmm, i think i would take the bus. or taxi... so maybe i can take a limo later... although it's cool to drive also, it might be good to get my driver's license.

post card inn st petersburg

cheap hotels seem to average fifty a night which would cost about one thousand five hundred...

way over my budget... basically i could only afford to stay a night or a few days...

gear!

craigslist looks like a decent place to find sleeping bags... these may be worth purchasing... two for fifteen dollars?
http://sfbay.craigslist.org/sby/spo/3545434405.html

a good hiking bag?
http://sfbay.craigslist.org/eby/spo/3518179029.html

nice picnic basket set... maybe i will make one...
http://sfbay.craigslist.org/sfc/spo/3546852684.html

hiking bag with a frame?
http://sfbay.craigslist.org/eby/spo/3559660756.html

coleman sleeping back $2five
http://sfbay.craigslist.org/sfc/spo/3511248275.html

never heard of this brand before... (hiking bag)
http://sfbay.craigslist.org/sby/spo/3557352947.html

interesting... (hiking pack)
http://sfbay.craigslist.org/sfc/spo/3553865522.html

these look badass (camo hiking pack)
will it give enough support, and fit right?
http://sfbay.craigslist.org/eby/spo/3548770103.html

looks cool

Columbia Elite One backpack/daypack - $45 (inner richmond)


http://sfbay.craigslist.org/sfc/spo/3539299815.html

help fund my next visit to st petersburg!

I need about $400 for round trip airfare from san francisco, and $40 for a round trip bus ticket from orlando to st petersburg. i can stay for an entire month if i find a place to stay. maybe the price to rent a room is ... too expensive but there is a camp site at


St. Petersburg / Madeira Beach KOA

5400 95th Street North 
St. Petersburg FL 33708 
800-562-7714

that costs about $280 for 8 days... that sounds kind of fun but maybe too long at a resort style camp grounds... will keep looking..



greyhound orlando to st petersburg

http://www.greyhound.com/

orlando to st petersburg

one way
webfare $30 unrefundable $40

round trip
sixty to $70

i want to set up a specific paypal account so people can donate to this trip or account*

"round trip ticket sfo to mco"

the google search http://tinyurl.com/akttmkh (awesome tool to check airfare)

wow, surprised there are flights listed as $319+ to $3fifty9+...

so i can fly to orlando for $400

Round Trip SFO to TAMPA?

I'm taking a trip to FLA and I need to save up a bunch of dollars.

maybe i will wait until the summer... i won't probably wouldn't have enough until then anyways.

battlestation

really need to work on my battlestation. thinking starting off with an alienware mx14, but will probably rather visit st pete if i had the money

vinyl figures

i have a few drawings... need to upload and relink...

evolutionet

this could be your television. this could be everything you ever need.

domain list

evolutionet

what did you dream?

it's alright, we told you what to dream...

pink floyd cymascope welcome to the machine

business plans

for domain names, see also blankets...

create lists of available domain names... first create lists, and run them through a "checker"

set up business

how to set up a business / how to start a business...

well, first you need a name, an idea

ideas

vinyl and resin toy / statues / figurines / art

comics

music

music to share

love is free

you don't need money

how to create a list of domain names

i need to build a list of domain names

how to a list of domain names

probably a way to do...

domain name generators

isn't there a way i can input a list of names and it will tell me if any are available for domains?

blanket domains

okay so i need a domain name here. can't think of anything now but will post under "domains" label.

blanetsarus, blanketsrus, blanketusa, blanketstreet, blanketfamily

posting

tired as hell, just tried publishing from my phone... decided to take a break, plopped down into a bunch of bunched up blankets

the cloud aka skynet

the thing i like about all this google online stuff, or anycompany really, i just happen to be on this google platform, it's one of the earliest one's i know of, and have been using it for a while, so just out of habit and convenience really but i do rather dig google stuff. i'm not too sure about their phones and stuff like that but have been using gmail for ages... i do like my @me.com address too.

aaahoooo

my situation is sort of bleak at the moment, but i'm fine. singing in the rain... can cook some rice and brussel sprouts, and canned green beans... warewolves of london on the radio...

talking about love

my love is rotten to the core? 2 47 am... what to do? sleep? i could try and lay down for a spell... however the truth is i am hungry... hangry even, perhaps... i haven't really eaten anything of substance since this afternoon...

reboot

evolution has finally triumphed over creation and destruction, in my tag cloud.

oh yea, i was looking at the cloud and "alcohol" popped out, and i realized how much i want a drink...

a pack of cigarettes and a budweiser, please?

i can get a pack of cigs for $six and a 24oz budweiser for $1.fifty...
ofc the liquor store is closed now but one for tomorrow?

cig mafia

$90 a month on cigs... well, that's how it goes i guess. gotta start somewhere, i know that's how much i smoke, and i can't really just quit or cut back...

american eagles

so if i smoke american spirits all month, which are probably some of the healthiest cigs out there... not that they are that healthy, but just saying, it will cost $90 or maybe a little less if i buy a carton or something

bud get map

on average i smoke about two packs every four days, or one pack every two days...
i say two packs every four cause i might be able to get a discount if i buy two or more packs...
anyways, that's about fifteen packs a month... at five or six dollars a pack, seventyfive or 90 dollars, a month... not really too bad if i need it, and there's evidence that suggests smoking can help schizophrenics cope, even though it's not that healthy, i am working on it... and many famous smokers who lived a while... well, i don't know how many actually but, kurt vonegut is one.

coffee cigarettes

not really any more cigarettes left... so i could use a pack.


please,


creation vs destruction

evolution trumps

breaking

breaking sucks... it happens when ur in some kinda situation for too long...

stop and smell the roses

have been drinking water out of gatorade bottles, kind of like baby bottles, but can masure ounces...

neuroworks

more words i would like to draw upon...

evolution
evolve
evolver

mission
journey

stop and smell the roses

attributes

music

drum beats

music

self competition

i'm looking at my tag cloud, a reflection of my brain perhaps... perhaps certainly in some ways, a way to work out what the world calls schizophrenia. anyways, looking at the cloud, thinking there should be more "evolution".

word lists

using blogs and tag clouds to generate word networks.

Evolution II

family, friendship, community, individuality, anonymity

Evolution!

Now there's an interesting point to tie everything together!

actually...

i have much hope for humanity... or do i? i can't say i've really thought about it enough but it's an interesting point.

who am i?

i guess doing this should give me some feed back on my thoughts, who i am, how i think, values, thoughts, aspirations, etc.

it's all about the tags...

apparently i'm just generating content, burning off steam, developing a style, or something...
letting my mind ramble and stuff, free flow , stream of consciousness, so to speak...

google glass

i think this new project is rather interesting and certainly a step in the right direction, i hope a lot of good can come out of this. google has these glasses you can get if you're really lucky, they cost fifteen hundred dollars, and don't do a whole lot atm, but there are probably some really great things you could do with them...

headspace meditation room

there are good deals on craigslist, here, apparently... people buy stuff and then have to move or realize they don't need it. or have extras some how or stolen goods.

so i want to start budgeting for a nice hdtv so i can watch some shows and movies, and perhaps most importantly atm, play ac3 (assassin's creed 3)... i will probably need to get some glasses and or contact lenses too.

who was john nash?

i saw the movie a beautiful mind. i had a book too but gave it to a friend before i read it, that's fine, i couldn't read it then... i probably had it just to gift it. but would be cool to read it again or something... actually i want to set up my system. a new personal computer. a 37 or 39 inch hdtv... ps3, ac3, etc...

work

i hear people tell me i think i should get a job, but no, i don't think i really should. actually, i'm not certain, but i am fairly certain that i shouldn't.

damnit...

what is this? they're scrambling my brain again... cause i want to do what i want... lulz

dragons, griffins, & unicorns

i keep seeing these dragon, griffin, and unicorn statues...

tag cloud inspiration

unicorns are awesome.

security

ok, i really need to update my passwords and an account of accounts...

abracadabra

ok, i looked a bit... i see, maybe, a woman's lips, and kind of her face, like her hands up there... and a dick in the front... sort of pov style... it's a really nice background now that i see it.

goofy

yea, i'm really not down with the goofy cloud background, although i can't say i've really sat here and looked to see what i can see in it.

blog tech

would like to make this blog more power.

how to post

would like to share this blog with the world, but perhaps not everything... that could be somewhat tricky since i really don't feel like going back and setting specific posts to private but i guess that's the best way to do that. also, i don't want to always have to consider what is safe to publish or whatever... and what isn't. so i figure i will just blog a lot here, perhaps as a sand box, maybe i can create different layers of content.

marry jane

is pretty nice. green day playing on the radio... think i will make some more of this eggnog tea i had donated.

wording

it's interesting how the mind works... i know i probably will not have any beer now, but only because i don't want it enough... because if i really do want it, i could go out side and on the way to the store, ask every person i see if they can spare any change, and if i don't gather up enough change enough then walk back, and walk around, and ask people coming out of the store if they could spare a beer...

alcohol

1 4five am. my keyboard is broken but i am having a fine time anyways. there is fifteen minutes until the liquor store closes, however they usually close five to ten minutes early... anyways, to make a long story short, i could really use a beer right now... i think it would just be nice ;)

love at first sight

there's a girl i met... i don't know what it means... if it means anything...

all around the world

god bless the u.s. god bless japan, god bless all the countries i've been to, and haven't been to yet. and god bless california, and florida ofc, and all the states i've been to and haven't been to yet...

two lucky cigarettes

that's all i have...

this is actually a mind map

can u dig it??

things i like from the store

coffee
whisky
beer
milk
cigarettes
weed
puppies
kittens
all kinds of stuff...

writing

i used to have this problem of pent up energy, i wouldn't know what to do with... chain smoking, harassing friends...

the end is nay

so i finally feel like i've achieved something, perhaps unknown to most... as of yet at least... but it is something, for myself... and that's all i need atm.

the next appointment

so i guess it's like, really important that i go and meet with my case worker asap to see if i can have any funds forwarded... ok, i should try to call first... thing is my cell phone service is supposed to end tomorrow! so fortunately i should still be able to call from skype or google voice... as long as my att internet service here continues... it was out a few times recently which allowed me to think they had cut my service... not sure if the bill has been paid for this month yet, but they are usually helpful in letting me pay late.

29 Year Old Hacktivist Saves World With Broken Keyboard

Okay, maybe I haven't exactly saved the world yet, but every bit makes a difference. I've had this personal computer for about 4 years now, it's been through a lot. Some of the keys don't work.

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sith

i did not choose it. it chose me.

sixth street

also known as sith street not to be confused with fith street which is also known as sith street.

my little ponies friendship is magic

mlp fim is a pretty good show in my opinion. it's funny and cute. i'm not necessarily looking for cute in a tv show, however it helps to make mlp irresistible.

reflecting on 2012

i was wondering about something to write and the show, my little ponies, friendship is magic popped into mind... i started watching this show sometime in 2012... hmm... probably... maybe before i started working... there's a way to figure this out.

Bus Ride LA to SF

I met a korean tai kwan do master.

Cell Phone

I bought a new phone during my trip to Southern California. It works pretty great and was only about fifty dollars, and fifty dollars for 30 says. Unfortunately this service cycle is about to end and I have zero funds.

Current Status

Since I owe the credit union so much money, I'm not sure how my rent is going to work out. I am going to talk to my case worker ASAP.

Things I Need

I'm negative six hundred and fifty dollars to my credit union. I have got to get this fixed.
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